Kisah Hanzalah

“Mengapa dengan kamu?”Abu Bakar bertanya.

“Hanzalah sudah jadi munafiq. Hanzalah sudah jadi munafiq. Hanzalah sudah jadi munafiq!” kata Hanzalah, penuh kesal.

Terkejut Abu Bakar mendengarnya.

“Mengapa kamu berkata begitu?” Abu Bakar meminta penjelasan.

“Semasa aku duduk di dalam majlis Nabi sallallaahu ‘alayhi wa sallam dan mendengar tentang Syurga serta Neraka, iman aku meningkat kepada keadaan yang baik. Tetapi tatkala aku bekerja dan kembali kepada keluargaku, imanku terjejas dan menurun. Hanzalah sudah jadi munafiq!” cerita Hanzalah.

Keterangan itu menggusarkan Abu Bakar. Beliau juga merasainya.

Mereka berdua pergi bertemu dengan Nabi sallallaahu ‘alayhi wa sallam dan menceritakan kisah kebimbangan Hanzalah yang amat signifikan itu. Lalu Baginda sallallaahu ‘alayhi wa sallam bersabda:

“Demi Dia yang jiwaku berada di tangan-Nya, jika kamu sentiasa berada di tahap yang sama seperti ketika mana kamu bersama denganku dan semasa mengingati Allah, nescaya Malaikat akan berjabat tangan denganmu ketika kamu berhenti rehat atau berjalan! Akan tetapi, wahai Hanzalah, ada masa untuk ini dan ada masa untuk itu (Baginda mengulang menyebutnya tiga kali)”

 

[Hadith riwayat Muslim]

Dalam bahasa yang lebih mudah, jika keadaan dirimu sentiasa baik seperti di dalam majlis ilmu dan ketika di luar majlis ilmu, nescaya Malaikat itu akan tabik spring dengan kamu! Hebatlah jika begitu. Namun ia menyalahi tabiat manusia. Iman itu pasang dan surut. Agama Islam, tidak pernah menafikan hal yang amat fitrah ini. Lalu Baginda sallallaahu ‘alayhi wa sallam menegaskan kenyataan berikut:

“ada masa untuk ini dan ada masa untuk itu…”

Masa bekerja, perlu bekerja. Masa mengaji, perlu mengaji. Masa sibuk, sibukkan diri. Masa berehat, perlu berehat.

(Sumber: Ustaz Hasrizal's enntry on "Jangan Bunuh Angsa Itu")

Me, standing there and moving..............

It is July, almost half of the year. Too many things happened lately. The LOST and the TRUTH. As i said "Dis is all dugaan untuk kita lebih dekat dengan-Nya" Time flies by, too fast which sometimes i could not cope wif it. Dear Allah, thanx for everything, u alwiz there watching me. All my ups n downs, and laughs and cries at the same time. But, as i turned, u alwiz be there, by my side without neglecting or leaving me. Then i realized, i am the one who alwiz disregard u, plz forgive me....

I remembered when i turned to be charming to forgive every single mistake from the past. But, no more. No more. Da dark past, juz let it be into da darkness. I won't remember n forgive it. Sorry, i'm ~Freezing~. Because sometimes I may feel forgiveness is so invaluable and juz let it be. U juz want to be nice to others, but when dey put their shit on u, and u r trying harder to clean it. It sounds so pathetic. Dun u ever step on the shit back, but juz kick it aside. Even, "unfortunately" u might step on it again. Juz drag urself and clean urself instead of da shit.... 

This is the only chance i have. I won't give in and turn back to the past ANYMORE. It sucks me if i do so, bcoz i feel like i'm moving nowhere.  Luckily i realize, de only i have is Him. Who never forget to guide me to His path.

I know da diagnosis, which actually i may feel a little scare to face it. Facing the truth. Even, dey decided for an operation once. Strictly, i put my objection on it. Juz give me an ample time of life. To achieve what i haven't. 50% chances is like, "NO, thank you". Enough for being hurt inside, but please dun hurt me physically. Because, all this strength i keep juz to make others strong too.

Juz pray everything fine with ur smiles :))

abang man's wedding @ Terengganu

This is wedding of the year in my family. My cousin's wedding, Wan Herman Firdaus and his beloved wife Zati Iwani. Location: Terengganu Darul Iman, 5th June 2010.

 after akad nikah at masjid kristal

time makan beradap

abang man n zati

for beradik-beradik, gambaq2 lain semuanya dalam facebook auntie since i've already detach myself from pesbuk, ngee~ :))

Imaginarium of Daris

 De Imaginarium of 6 years old boy, dream wedding:

"Daris nak mintak izin mama dengan abah nak kawin ni, boleh??"

"Hah, dgn sapa Daris?"

"Dgn Anis Badrisya, sebab dia pun hitam macam daris.... Mama, dia pun pakai shower gel susu kambing nak kasi putih macam daris" :))

"Nanti kita jemput la tok wan, mak tok, cik mas, acu, pak ngah, mak ngah, daniel dan umaira yek..."

"Mama kena masak spaghetti untuk kenduri nanti ok"

*Apa punya Daris, sengal betoi nak kawin kecik-kecik. Susu pun dok minum lagi, duit tabung pun penuh dgn syiling. Ni sudah kes langkah berbendoi-bendoi ni, haha.

Favourite TimEless

Few days back, i received a call from my old best friend asking me about her list of medications. She almost due for her delivery for a second child. Here is the picture, from our last meet up. Ingat zaman muda remaja, dolu-dolu.

Belum tambah time-time hingusan meleleh lagi, huahua. Tahap "naughty" mengalahkan budak lelaki. Masuk bendang tangkap ikan, panjat pokok main tembak-tembak, panjat pagaq jadi captain kapai, sampai terkopak tangan berdarah-darah kena pagaq besi yang tajam.

Tradisi panjat pagaq terbawak-bawak sampai sekolah menengah, since form 1 sampai form 3, kalau gate belakang sekolah tak bukak, sure panjat masuk kawasan sekolah punya. Sebabnya, pintu pagaq depan sekolah sangat jauh untuk berjalan kaki :)) Last time panjat pagaq sekolah menengah time nak ambik result PMR, nasib berbaloi panjat pagaq time tu walaupun kena gigit binatang sampai bengkak seminggu.

Since form 4 and form 5 jadi alim sikit sebab masuk sekolah agama. Sebaliknya, ramai cikgu yang tak suka da "back benchers". Time class biology, cikgu suruh mengaji, ambik katak bagi lemaih dulu sebelum sembelih sampai terbongkai. Time class kimia, cikgu suruh mengaji, tarik kerusi kawan sampai jatuh kerusi. Tu tak termasuk lagi time class BM cikgu suruh buat karangan, mesti nganga tak tau nak tulis apa. Yang paling best time class English sebab Sir sporting habis bagi baca "buku" selain buku litterature yang borinx itu.

Kini......telah insaf banyak. Kalau jadi macam dulu-dulu tanpa dikawal, sure uni pun boleh meletup. Walaupun tak panjat pagaq seperti hobi dulu kala, tapi yang lebih extreme lagi suka ........ Hisssh, dun try, if u dun have a precision to drive over da speed limit.

Vrrrroooommmm.....

After few months, dapat la surat dari "Dato Trafik" untuk bayaq bil atas charge bermain-main di jalan raya :))

I'm reading ur eyes...

Here I go, for 1 week without facebook. Wat a great success to detach myself from dat particular ‘social network connection’. I managed to complete 4 books and magazines. Whoa…. Do appreciate my ample time instead of ‘facebook’ing. But only one thing dat I cudn’t do, detach myself from blogging or writing, huhu. 3 more days to go before my long vocation. 9 days of vacation. Yeeehhooo……

Recently, I juz read from a magazine regarding how to knoe people’s effective way of communication. Sound gud enuf. De author recommended us to use Eye Accessing technique. It is all about ur little cute corneas movement. There are three types of person base on this technique, a visionary, an auditory and a kinesthetic. Plus, we need to use different ways of communication to approach these three kinds of person. When talking to a person, the only thing u need to do is looking into their eyes.

Visionary persons usually move their eyes upwards when talking or thinking of something. While auditory persons will move their eyes to the side and kinesthetic persons will move downwards.

For visionary person, eye contact is da most important when talking. Thus, de auditory persons tend to be a good listener. For kinesthetic persons, body contact is important for an effective communication.

I’m practically practicing the technique, and da result is great….

A little Reminder to me....

"Ya Allah, aku memohon daripada Mu agar diberikan kepadaku keyakinan yang benar-benar mantap di atas segala ketentuan Mu. Sesungguhnya, aku adalah hamba yang lemah di sisi Mu. Baik bagi Mu, maka baik jua ia bagiku. Jangan kau goyahkan keyakinanku kapada Mu, Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya, kadangkala aku alpa dan lalai. Berilah peringatan Mu kepadaku dalam aku menuju ke jalan Mu dan dalam aku mencari redha Mu Ya Allah, Tuhan yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih"

I've got dis from my cousin, Ika....

"Hubungan kita dengan manusia akan baik kalau kita menjaga hubungan kita dengan Allah…Allah akan menjaga hubungan kita dengan manusia sbb kita menjaga hubungan kita dengan Allah…."

Betul apa yang dikatakan olehnya. Kenapa kita nak gusar tentang hububgan kita dengan manusia, sedangkan hubungan kita dengan Allah pun masih 'terumbang-ambing'. Mungkin sekadar renungan kita untuk bermuhasabah apa yang padan patut....

Thanx ika, for ur lovely words that u shared with...

COHSAS 2nd Seasson

Pict 1: YEAY!! Dapat gula-gula n belon

Pict 2: Da pioneers

Pict 3: Trying a handmade 'anyaman' by da villagers

Dis was a 2nd Seasson of Pos Pantos visit by 5 of us (Azri, Maya, Shahreen, Arina & I). Visit kali ni memang sangat best n relax. Coz dapat menikmati suasana kampung Pantos yang sangat tenang dengan penduduk yang best (i can't explain da word 'best' here in deep, especially when those people trying to crack our stomach with their 'jokes'). A two days trip will be mesmerized in our heart. Besides spending our time wif penduduk kampung, we also did join our juniors ' programs.

Mouth Gargle to be ingested???

This is my monotonous lunch break ever. I dun bring my car today because i'm on my way 'pulang ke kampung berhari raya', then terpaksalah melepak-lepak di bilik rehat sambil surfing n blogging. Actually, there was a case Mrs. Lim n I discovered during dispensing time, today. Terpaksa tahan gelak time tu sampai muka dah jadi merah. There was 1 patient came over to collect his medication, a chinese old man. He complained of stomach discomfort after ingesting 1 of his medication. I was not sure wheather the dispenser told him wrongly or he got a problem wif his hearing. But the case was, he had taken a spoonful of Benzynamide (Difflam) mouth gargle, two times a day which he really thought was a cough mixture. As we checked his medication, we found that, he had finished the medication completely, OMG. Actually, this case may happen to anybody. Make sure, u know all the indication of ur medication u take and the dispensers should be more careful next time.